| Location | Notts |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 9/2007 |
| Date of Death | 9/2007 |
| Visitors | 1,681 since 10/05/2008 |
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Ben and Mollie, did not quite make it to the world, well not while they were breathing. At 10 weeks old , on September 30th 2007 I miscarried in Hospital after being submitted for pains in my side.
Ben and Mollie - the names I gave the twins. I do not know for sure if they were male/female, but in my heart Its what I think, and know.
This was my first pregnancy, My partner and I were not trying and had a complete shock after I did the test after a few weeks of tummy pains. I blamed his BBQ cooking at first for giving me food poisoning! but after 4 weeks we decided it had to be something else and I did the test - shock!
Sadly we didn'd have much time after that as the pains got worse and I went to see the doctor, who told me it was to be expected. Only the following nights were unbearable and I went back to the doctor 2 days later , only to be submitted to hospital straight away.
I spent 4 days in hospital and it was a horrible experience. the first 2 days I kept asking for pain relief but was basically not given more than a paracetamol. I was on the verge of leaving to go to another hospital. I was in agony.
by the 3rd day I was given morphine and the pain was reduced dramatically. in the small hours of Sept 30th I was awoke by the nurse to have my temperature taken and as I sat up in bed i felt something down below. I waited until she had done and waddled to the loo. I knew there was something there, I was terrified as I released pools of blood into a bed pan. what I saw then I will never forget. 2 perfectly formed fetus lay there in polls of blood. I kept calm and looked at them for a while and cleaned myself up. I took them to the nurse.
I lay in bed with my mind fixed on what id just saw. then I came with the names Ben and Mollie. names Id not even thought of and they just came to me. I have never told anyone the names. not even my partner.
Ben and Mollie are in my head and In my heart.. and I will never forget that Night...
I will never forget how it felt to be pregnant with lives inside me... and I will never forget the hurt I felt when I lost you both...
almost a mummy? xx
I left here in a hurry,
I never got to say,
Just how much I love you mum,
And take your fears away.
I know your heart is breaking,
I see it in your face,
You feel your life is empty,
Now there is nothing there but space,
I’m always with you mum,
Through the day and the night,
I kiss your eye lids gently
As you huddle up so tight.
I think of how it should have been,
I know you dream of me,
I wish I could have stayed,
But it just wasn’t meant to be.
That raindrop on your cheek,
It isn’t rain at all
It’s the tears that I cry,
And you catch them as they fall.
Beautiful angels Ben & Mollie
Here is a teddy bear for you sweet angels as you can never have too many.
I hope you are playing happily with my daughter Livvy but try not to get up to too much mischief together.
send mummy and daddy lots of floaty kisses as i know thy miss you both so much.
with love xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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so sorry
I am so sorry for your loss you are always a mummy xx
xxxx
ellie marritts mummmy
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SENDING YOU ALL MY LOVE BEN N MOLLIE ALL MY LOVE XXXX
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~~~LOVE TO YOUR MAMMY N DADDY~~~
I cannot dial your number
I can't get through to you
I called the operator
She did all that she could do
There is no code to heaven
I cannot place the call
No numbers left to try
I reckon i've tried them all
If heaven had a phone
I'd ring it every day
If heaven had a phone
Theres things I want to say
Tell you that I love you
Miss you since you went away
And how much I prayed to god
That he could have let you stay
Oh darling, if heaven had a phone
Theres things I want to know
Things I want to tell you
How do you feel?
Should I stay or should I go?
Are you looking over me
Do you see me cry a tear
Questions I want to ask
Answers I need to hear
If heaven had a phone
I'd ring it every day
My life has had no meaning
Since the day god took you away
I only know more sadness
More tears again today
Maybe one day i'll smile without you
Until then I will always cry
One day the sun may shine for me
Like it did for you and I
My life was for tomorrow
Now my life is yesterday
I cannot face this world alone
Please show me the way
If heaven had a phone
I'd ring you every day
If heaven had a phone
I'd hear your voice, know that you're okay
I just want to speak to heaven
please do you have a direct line
Operator says no number
But your loved one says they're doing fine
God Bless and Sweet Dreams xxxx Sending all my love to your Mummy and Family
A tiny hand we'll never hold,
a child without a name;
Your coos and giggles
won't touch our ears,
but we loved you just the same.
The twinkle in your little eyes,
was not for us to see;
we longed to hold you in our arms,
but it never came to be.
God now holds your tiny hand,
He's given you a name;
your coos and giggles grace Heaven's ears,
but we'll miss you just the same.
The twinkle in your little eyes,
now lights the sky at night.
God holds you close in loving arms,
you're always in His sight.
A tiny hand we'll never hold,
we have no reason why;
but we'll always hold you in our hearts,
even though we said good-bye.
With lots of love and hugs sweet dreams xxxxxx
Thinking of you at this sad time, with love Kirsten xxxx
Mummy and Daddy
WE'RE THERE INSIDE YOUR HEART
Right now we're in a different place, And though we seem apart, we're closer than we ever was ... we're there inside your heart. We're with you when you greet each day And while the sun shines bright, we're there to share the sunsets, too ... We're with you every night. We're with you when the times are good To share a laugh or two, And if a tear should start to fall ... We'll still be there for you. And when that day arrives That we no longer are apart, We shall smile and hold you close to us ... Forever in our hearts.
i am really sorry 4 ur loss
i am really sorry for your loss i know exactly what ur going through i also went through the same and seen the fetuses that came out the images are still there to this day if u need someone to talk to i am always here as i know how hard it is to try and think of summit else may ben and mollie be at peace with my little boys justin,tyler,mark and leland may they play together and be the bestest of friends xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
angel
Don’t let them say I wasn’t born, that something stopped my heart,
I felt each tender squeeze you gave, I loved you from the start.
Although my body you can’t hold, it doesn’t mean I’m gone,
This world was worthy not of me, God chose that I move on,
I know the pain that drowns your soul, what you are forced to face,
You have my word, I’ll fill your arms, someday we will embrace.
You’ll hear that it was “meant to be, God doesn’t make mistakes”
But that won’t soften your worst blow or make your heart not ache.
I’m watching over all you do, another child you’ll bear,
Believe me when I say to you, that I am always there.
There will come a time, I promise you, when you will hold my hand,
Stroke my face and kiss my lips and then you’ll understand.
Although I never breathed your air, or gazed into your eyes,
That doesn’t mean I never “was”…An Angel Never Dies
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